Chapter 38: 22Please Forgive Me
Chapter 38: 22Please Forgive Me
I sit in his passenger seat, while Hayes drives.
When he saw me walking this late, he offered to take me home.
I said no, more than once. I didn’t want to be in that car with him. I didn’t want to be near him.
I gave in after a while though.
The ride is quiet, but there’s always Hayes’s music, to fill the si-lence.
“Are you feeling better?” He asks me.
I’m nervous.
“Yeah.” I lie.
“How about you?” I ask him after more silence.
“Yeah.” He says.
He looked better, but his voice was sad though.
I look at the steering wheel and remember what Jeff and I did in Hayes’s car, not too long ago. I feel
guilty again.
We drive around for a while, I watch the street lights change. The changing lights are like dominos.
“Alex.” Hayes repeatedly calls my name.
I ignore him and face the window instead.
He starts to honk his horn, until I respond to him. I cover my ears for a while, still turned to the window.
It starts to get funny when it goes on for more than 2 minutes.
“Hayes. Stop doing that.”
I grab his hand on the wheel and laugh for the first time in a while. He honks it again.
“I see you Hayes! What do you want?!” I laugh.
He could make me smile and break my heart at the same time.
“I’m sorry, Little Richards.” He smiles. I squeeze my sleeves, and nod.
There’s more silence between the two of us. My eyes aren’t glued to the window anymore, though. Upstodatee from Novel(D)ra/m/a.O(r)g
We’d occasionally look at each other. I’d smile at Hayes, when he’d nod to the music. He’d smile back.
After a while, everything went silent again. We are now close, to our street.
The car slows down, I can hear the tires against the wet pave-ment. Hayes stops the car and turns
down the music.
“I want to show you something.” He whispers. I laugh.
“Why are you talking like that?” I whisper back.
“Do you want to go home, Little Richards?” He whispers. I whisper back to him.
“No.” I say.
He can’t shake his smile, it makes me happy. He turns the volume up on the radio again, and we just
drive.