Chapter 31
Alessandro takes my hand and pulls me close with less urgency and more care and whispers, “Are you sure about this, baby?”
I swallow the lump in my throat and nod. “I am.”
He traces a light trail down my face and stares at me in wonder and as he lowers his lips to mine, I taste a softer side of him. Tentatively, I reach up and run my fingers through his hair and my heart leaps as I anticipate what this leads to.
Then he pulls back and his eyes shine in the moonlight as he removes his t-shirt and my heart flutters at the muscles dancing before my eyes. The realization of what I’ve done is swirling around me like a bad smell. I want it to go away, to let me enjoy this moment, but it just taunts me and reminds me what an idiot I am. Can he protect me; will he ride in and save me?
Regardless of that, I want my one night with him, anyway.
So, I lift my own top off and love how his eyes brim with lust-filled energy and as I reach for my pants, he does the same and we remove them in sync, both staring into the abyss together. The edge of the abyss is the name of this house, and it certainly lives up to its name in this moment.
Standing naked in the darkness with just the light of the moon is an erotic experience that I have only dreamed of before.
I stare at his huge cock that stands proudly erect and shiver as I imagine what that will do to me and he whispers, “Last chance to back out, Winter.
Step away from this madness and we will never speak of it again.”
“No.” My voice is hoarse, and I move toward his bed, lowering myself to sit on the edge and then shimmy back against the pillows. “I need this. I need you.”
My voice is firm, and I know I would break apart if he refused me something I need more than my life it seems and with a low growl, he advances, sitting beside me on the bed and running his hand up my leg.
I shiver with anticipation as he lowers his lips and kisses a trail from my feet to my drenched pussy and then I gasp as he pushes my legs apart and runs his tongue along the length of me before capturing my clit and sucking it gently. I moan softly and he lifts his head and whispers, “No noise. Do you think you can be silent, baby?”
“I nod, feeling so out of my depth and as he licks and sucks the part of me no one has ever been before, I start to see what the fuss is all about.
I never knew I could feel this way. Physically ache for something I don’t know the first thing about. Just feeling him worshipping my body is such a powerful emotion and I want to weep tears of pleasure because, finally, I’m getting something I’ve thought of so many times under my own hand at night beneath the covers. That is nothing like this though and as he continues exploring my body, licking, biting and marking me, I take great pleasure in every single touch. It’s as if he’s playing my body like a musician and it feels amazing.
My nipples harden against his tongue and his low growl of pleasure makes me feel proud that I can do this. He must have been with hundreds of girls before, and I wonder if he is this tender with them. He reaches my mouth and I taste my own arousal on his tongue, which only makes me more frantic to feel him inside me, owning me, claiming me and ridding me of something that will be my ultimate downfall because if I make it to my wedding night with someone else, I may as well kill myself before he gets that pleasure.
Just feeling his hard length against me turns me on and I gasp as he rubs his shaft against me. I am throbbing and need to feel him inside and as his fingers pinch and push against my clit, I feel the longing burst through me as delirium takes over.
Nothing else matters but this. Alessandro and this moment. He whispers in my ear, “Wait one second.”
I hear him fumbling for a condom and as he tears the wrapper, I say with a groan, “No.”
“Yes.”
“I’m on the pill. It’s fine.”
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He pulls back and looks quite angry about that, and I smile. “Since puberty, actually. For my periods. Cramps are a bitch.”
“Even so. It’s for your own protection.”
“Please.” Reaching down, I close my hand over his and whisper, “One night only. I want the whole of you. Nothing between us and everything you’ve got.”
I know he’s battling with this, but I don’t care and leaning in, I capture his lips and kiss him so hard he drops the condom on the wooden floor below and the passion in him lights a fuse that is now burning out of control and can’t be stopped.
He says in a soft voice, “This will hurt, but not for long.”
I nod because now the moment is here, I can’t quite believe it’s happening, and I prepare myself for a one time experience I will revisit many times in the future in my mind.
He stares into my eyes the entire time as he eases in slowly and gently.
He forces past the resistance as my body wakes up and realizes something different is happening. The sharp pain causes my breath to hitch, and his mouth fastens over mine as I cry out, muffling the sound and keeping the wolf from the door.
It hurts so much; as if he’s set fire to me inside and yet as the burn fades, all that’s left is a sense of fulfillment. Feeling him inside me is a powerful thing and as he looks into my eyes, I stare right back with a smile of pleasure only he can give me. He moves gently, slowly and with care and if I feel anything at this moment, it’s an intense love for this man. He drags his thumb against my clit, applying delicious pressure and as my body relaxes around his hard cock, it sighs and settles into its new home.
My breasts graze against his chest and his body is flush with mine and we fit together perfectly. There is no hurry to finish this anytime soon and as we move together in perfect time, I feel a burst of emotion that makes this the best experience of my life. I’m making love to Alessandro Majerio and if my life ends tomorrow, I will consider I lived my best life, anyway.
Girl becomes woman, and it is every bit as wonderful as I imagined and as the strangest feeling builds inside me, I take a peek into heaven as the light explodes through my body and the sweetest feeling in the world carries me on a wave of pleasure right back down to earth.