One Sided Love

Chapter 18: chap18

Kate

Next day I woke around 7:00 am , when I heard emma was crying in next room ... I went to her room

pick her n bring her back to my room ... she looked confused why was I here .... any way I hold emma

and start calming her... after putting her in bed I just quickly take a shower n put a navy blue dress n

apply some liner n gloss ... till that time emma was fully awake

She said... 'aunty katiee ... emma want foody'

I laughed n said ' my baby wants foodyy ... ok lets make some pan cake'

I went to kitchen put the coffee in machine and start making pan cake while was sitting in her child

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Alex was still sleeping may be he was very tired ... I was putting the last batch of batter when I heard

Alex foot steps in the kitchen

I shyly said ' good morning ... I making some pancakes... I hope you like that ..but I can make

something else'

He looked differently to me ' nah its ok... pancakes are fine..'

Then he picked emma give her kiss on her forehead n come to me I thought he was going to kiss me

the way he was bending but then he stop n looked shocked but he was doing... then I realized that he

was actually thought I was emily... I hurt not only for me but for Alex too...

He moved quickly pour some coffe n start eating pancakes

I quietly sit n helped emma to eat her pancakes.

He looked n said ' you r eating just one pancake... have some coffee'

I said ' no I cant have coffee until it is de cafe... n im really not hungry ... I feel little nauseated at this

time'

He looked little annoyed but noded to me.

After breakfast I didn't know what to do.. so I decided to do some dish washing then I will write a

resignation letter n mail it to NYPH , as it is one of the demands of Alex to leave my job n become a

house wife.

Alex

All night I can't sleep , images of kate flashes in my eyes whenever I close , all the yesterday event of

prenuptial agreement , kate expression when she discovers her unborn baby is not considered Robbins

heir, her scared expression when I push her, her father harsh words , they way she was looking when I

told her that she is not sharing a room with me n damn my incredible lust for her when she was looking

so fucking beautiful in her white peach dress , all I wanted to do was drag her n fucking undress her n I

lost in her body, but then I looked at Emily n my wedding portrait n I felt im betraying her again but

damn today in the morning she was looking so innocently so stunning in her blue summer dress , she

was looking like a proper house wife a man can desire, thats why I try to kiss her but stop when I

realized what I was doing, I was so turn on that I know I have to move quickly otherwise she will knows

.... now I was thinking I can't forever avoid kate charm now I have a taste of her... n I have a right on

her I can have sex with her like normal couple have but there will be limitations in order make this only

physical need satisfaction n she doesn't get any other idea because still I loved emily n I cant give my

heart to some one else...

I moved to kate room to tell her about this n work on any agreement... when I went to kate room she

was in bathroom sitting in a floor of the flush n was throwing up... I straight went to her n help her stand

I said ' kate .. fuck.. are you ok .... you look awfully pale... should I call the doctor.

She weakly smiled n said ' No im okay ... its morning sickness I have in this time... don't worry I will lie

down on bed n have some crackers n tea then I will be good'

I replied ' ok... I will get you something'

I went to kitchen n made her some tea n thought its not the right time to tell her.. may be some other

day... I remember emily never face this kind of morning sickness nor she was so pale n weak.. even

her appetite was also increased then why kate was facing that... I feel ashamed I was doubting her

...but I don't know who to believe or not.

When I went to her room she was looking little better n was working on her laptop ... if she is ill then

why she is working ... I tell myself dont doubt her... I give her tea n crackers n she smiled and give me a

grateful look ... which make me feel like shit cause it was nothing I was doing n she feel so grateful

about it ... she shyly said thanks.

I went to my office n then keeping working there.

I then heard emma was crying ... I thought where kate is.... when I looked Emma was in lounge n she

hit her head in the table I quickly picked her I try to calm her ... after putting in her bed I went to kate

room... when I moved she was talking to some one n laughing about something.... I became so angry

that how dare she leave my child n laughing at the phone ... then I saw her laptop n some files of

NYPH in bed ... oh she is still working there after I told her that she no longer will work there... I yelled

her name

'KATE!'

She turned in and lookedConfused by my behavior.