Goddess’s Design His Fated Mate

Chapter 114 

Oran 

I had lost my virginity in high school during a random hookup with a girl that I didn’t remember what she looke like an hour later. That wasn’t that only time, I never remember any of the she–wolves‘ faces after I had sex with them. I just had to release the pressure, but I was never satisfied by any of the interactions. It felt like something was missing in my heart. The need and pent up frustration increased day by day, it was all because of Bix. My first and only love since I was fourteen. 

“AHHH… fuc*kkk…” Bix was a moaning mess under me as I thrusted deeper and faster inside him. Seeing his handsome face sweaty and cheeks flushed, turned me on more. I thrusted harder, never wanting to stop. “F*uck… slow down a little,” he hissed, throwing his head back in pleasure. 

I grinned, touching his hard cock, “You sure, you want me to slow down? Everytime I thrust in, you clench my cock so tight that I like I could cum any second.” 

“Ahhh…” he watched my hand rhythmically stroking his cock with lustful eyes. 

“Stop touching me there. I feel…..” he bit his lip, torn between pleasure and shame. He clearly wanted more, he had climaxed a couple of times and that’s what had made him ashamed. His pride was still there, making it difficult to open his mouth to ask me for more. Knowing his character better than my own, I was more than willing to satisfy him until he begged me to stop and let them sleep. 

But he was clearly not satisfied at this point. I put his leg on my shoulder and thrusted deeper. He moaned loudly, throwing his head back and from this point I did not let him take a breath without a needy moan. 

“I am cumminggg…” he cried out in pleasure as I jerked him faster and rammed myself inside him in my excitement. 

“Me too,” I sighed heavily, biting his jaw then ki*ssing his lips. I delivered two final thrusts then neither of us could control ourselves. Bix tightly hugged me as both climaxed together. I groaned in satisfaction, still slowly moving inside him before I slowly pulled out of him. 

His cloudy eyes were on my cock that had not gone completely soft yet. 

“Are you sure you are not a monster? We already did it two times yet your cock is not satisfied,” he frowned. 

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“My hunger for you isn’t so easily sated,” I playfully bit my lip, tossing the condom away. 

“Your hunger could kill me!” he growled. “My legs are already shaking from your insane f*uck. And my as*s…” he hesitated to speak about his asshole, looking away in shame, “Don’t even think about doing it again. I am done for today,” with that he pulled the blanket over himself and closed his eyes. 

I grinned at his cuteness then hovered over him, “Bix, are you mad at me?” I kis*sed his cheek but he ignored me, “I know you loved it. You were so irresistible that I could not control myself. I will not tease you next time, okay? I 

will go slow.” 

He lazily opened his eyes and gave me a don’t fu*ck with me look, “Do you even know the meaning of slow? It hurts like hell when that monster like cock of yours rides my a*ss,” he accused. 

“Come on! It could not be that painful, right?” he laughed, “You enjoy it so much that you don’t stop calling my 

name…” 

Bix’s face turned red as he grabbed me by my throat, pulling me down to his face which was sexy as hell, “Then how about I fu*ck you?” he raised an eyebrow, his other hand grabbing my as8s. 

The corner of my lips curled into a smile, “Fu*ck me. I don’t have a problem with being f*ucked by you.” 

He frowned in surprise and then flipped me over on the bed. I held my breath when he sat between my legs. I had always dreamed of f*ucking Bix but the thought of being bottomed by him was something that I had never experienced. After all he was also a man and he also desired to be top. We were equal in this relationship so I did not have any problem if he wanted to play with me. Everything was fine as long as I could have him. 

Instead of fu*cking me, he lowered his head and took me inside his mouth. I groaned in surprise but loved his hot mouth taking me deep inside. As it was my third time, I cummed pretty fast. Bix pulled my cock out of his mouth, 

satisfied when that my x was finally sated.. 

“I thought you 

would fu*ck me,” I grinned, pulling him on top of me. 

“I will save it for the next time,” he smirked, crushing his lips to mine, “For now, I have to leave for Opal Moon,” 

he climbed off of me and sat on the ed 

of the bed, slipping into his clothes. 

“You are going already? You have only just returned after over two weeks away,” I frowned, sitting up on the bed. 

“What’s with the displeased look?” he smirked at me, “Wasn’t it you who wanted me to take over Opal Moon for 

the sake of my dead parents‘ hard work, for the pack, and all the pack members that would be left homeless or 

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forced to go rogue? Were you not the one that said that I should be responsible and take care of them?” he grinned, getting closer to my face, “Were you not the one who wanted me to become an Alpha and achieve my 

dreams?” 

I smiled helplessly, “It turns out I dug my own grave with this one.” 

He laughed, “Don’t worry, I will come back soon. Opal Moon is in the process of rebuilding that’s why I am so busy. I believe once everything is stabilized then everything will be normal and we will be together more often,” he explained. 

I nodded. Seeing him getting dressed, I felt depressed. When he was about to walk out of my bedroom, my fear 

of losing him and never being able to see him again kicked in. 

“Bix,” I hugged him tightly from behind. 

I froze and looked up. “What happened?” He put his hand on my cheek. 

“Don’t make me wait too long,” I murmured. 

He slowly turned and k*issed my lips, “Okay.” 

“I love you,” I stated. 

In response he just smiled and said, “Okay.” 

He never responded to my ‘I love you. 

He would just smile and say okay but it was enough for me. 

I 

I walked him to his car in the parking lot and once he was gone, I could not help but feel empty. We were 

currently in 

long distance relationship that I hated with a fiery passion. I wanted to lock him in a cage or tie him to me but that was only going to make him fear me. Or worse he was going to leave me. I could not let my dark 

side take action and scare Bix. He had barely accepted our mate bond. I had to be patient. No, I could not be 

selfish. After all he was mine. 

At least that’s what I thought until a month passed and Bix did not return. 

“Oran!” Reuben shouted, shoving my hand away from the bonfire. “Where did you go? You burnt your hand!” 

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“Ohh…” I looked down at the burns and did not feel much pain at all. 

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Reuben looked at me worriedly, “What’s the matter? I have been noticing that you’ve been acting this way for a couple of days. You seem down and distracted. Though it does not affect your work, you are not yourself. Is something the matter?” 

I remained mute and kept looking at my burn. “Is this about Bix?” Reuben got it in one. NôvelDrama.Org © content.

I closed my eyes and rubbed my hand over my face once, “I feel like I’m going crazy,” I admitted, staring at the fire. “I have not seen him in a month. We have chatted in messages and calls but that is not enough for me. I feel so lonely without him. I need him with me. Am I being sick?” I finally revealed my emotions to Reuben who easily related with me. 

“It’s normal,” he chuckled, “When you are in love, you think about your mate all the time, so much so that you want to be like their shadow. After all you two are connected by your souls. You are not sick. You’re just in love. Bix will be no different than you.” 

I looked at him, “you think Bix will be as restless as me?” Whenever I called him, he sounded cool and happy. It didn’t seem like he had a problem with it. I wanted him happy but he sounded way more calm in comparison to my restlessness. 

“Of course, Bix is going to be restless. After all you are his other half and he is too arrogant to show or admit his feelings,” he grinned. 

I smiled and stared at the bonfire. Yeah, that must be the case. Bix must be shy. How could I have forgotten that he was different. That’s why the next day, after finishing a business meeting with investors for my company, I went straight to Opal Moon. If he was too busy to return to Emerald Bright, I would go to visit him myself. 

To my surprise, Opal Moon had been restored to its former glory. No, better than its former glory. Alpha Adam had finally realized his previous mistakes and was helping Bix with many aspects of rebuilding Opal Moon. Of course, I clearly saw Bix’s hard work everywhere I looked. My mate was the best after all. With a proud smile, I made my way towards the packhouse. 

“Beta Oran,” every passing pack member greeted me with a respectful smile. That was proof that everyone had accepted Bix as their new Alpha and were happy with him. 

I jogged into the packhouse, impatient to see Bix. I wondered what kind of expression he would have once he saw me. Would he be happy? Would he hug me or ki*ss me? But once I got inside, I heard some noises coming from the meeting room. 

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I peeked through the window to find Bix having a meeting with a group of Alphas from different packs. He looked so handsome with that serious expression. Of course, I was the only one that knew how cute and seductive he looked when he begged me to fu*ck him harder. 

My lips kept smiling at the sight of him and I kept my scent hidden not wanting to disturb him. I decided to only watch him from outside the window then leave after some time later. 

“Excuse me?” A female’s voice called to me from behind. 

I glanced back to find a beautiful woman, probably in her early twenties standing there. 

“Yes?” I raised an eyebrow at her. She did not look like a pack member. 

“What are you doing here acting like a spy? Your actions are suspicious. Who are you?” 

The corner of my lips twitched at her attitude, “Whether I am a spy or a thief, what is that any business of yours? Go on and don’t bother me,” I ignored her and went back to my work of eyeing my Bix. 

“How dare you talk to me that way?” she demanded, grabbing my arm. “Do you know who I am?” 

I shoved her hand away, “Don’t touch me, woman,” I warned. “Even if you are Queen of the world, I don’t give 

fu*ck.” 

“Such an attitude almost as if you are an Alpha!” she growled letting it echo in the surroundings. I ignored her nonsense. It didn’t matter how ill she spoke. She was lucky she was a woman. She realized her barking had no effect on me. I thought she would leave when she grew tired but I had no idea that she had noticed that my eyes 

were focused on Bix in an unusual way.. 

“Do you like men?” she questioned. I froze in place. Did I like men? No, I only liked Bix, but I did not need to explain that to others. When I ignored her, she stepped closer to me. “He looks like a straight man. You should try 

I 

somewhere else,” shoved me, this time I could not ignore her. 

“Just who the fuc*k are you, bit*ch? Yes, I am into him. Do you need more details?” I stood face to face with her. 

Her face lost all color and she gave me a disgusting look that I could not manage to give a single fuc*k about. 

“Oran!” Bix spotted me as soon as he exited the meeting room. 

“Bix,” I grinned, hugging him. 

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“It’s alright. I was just worried so I came to take a look,” I pulled away and brushed a finger tip under his eye, “Are you not sleeping well?” 

“No, actually…” Bix began to speak. 

“Alpha Bix,” the woman attracted Bix’s attention. 

Bix was surprised, “Alpha Lauren?” He immediately pulled away from me to walk over to her. A strange emptiness stabbed me when he did that. “You are late, the meeting is already over.” 

“It’s alright. We can talk about it later,” she smiled, then looked at me. “Alpha Bix, who is this person? You two seem quite close…” she stated meaningfully which took Bix by surprise. “Are you two…” 

Bix went silent as if he was paralyzed. I watched as he hesitated and decided to reveal, “I am Oran. Bix’s so…” 

“He is best friend,” Bix cut me off. 

My eyes immediately snapped at Bix. Had we not decided to reveal our relationship to the world? Then why had he hid it from this woman? 

“Just friends?” She smiled at me. 

“Yes, he is quite possessive so…” Bix smiled at her. 

My heart felt like it had been stabbed when he used that title for our relationship. Was he ashamed that I was his soulmate? Or he was ashamed that he was mated to a man. 

“Nice meeting you, Mr. Oran,” she smirked at me secretly then walked away. 

I dug my claws into my palm in fury. 

“Oran…” Bix quickly turned to me. “Listen to me…” 

I shook my head then turned to leave. “ORAN!” Bix yelled again and again but I did not stop. Was it that hard for him to accept me