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Sierra awoke, stretching out her arms before daring to look at the clock next to her bed. With a quick glance, she saw it was only seven in the morning and she was a bit disappointed with herself. She knew she’d never be able to get back to sleep, but she’d so hoped she’d sleep until at least nine, maybe even ten.
With frustration running through her, she stumbled from the bed and made her way to the bathroom. The long, hot shower woke her in a refreshingly pleasant way, and she scrubbed the rest of the wedding stink from her body.
She took her time putting her hair up and applying make-up. She wanted to make her father wait on her for some reason. It was her small form of rebellion. She hated it when he yelled, hated it even more when he hit her, but she was trying to gain some small piece of independence.
He refused to let her move from his home, though she was twenty-five years old. He had no problem with his darling Sandy running all over the place, jumping from one man to the next, then finally marrying her sister’s barely ex-boyfriend, but he had a problem with Sierra moving out on her own.
She hadn’t understood why, especially since he hated her. When he finally explained that she was paying for what he believed were her mother’s sins, she was horrified. She’d fought him, but in the end the battle hadn’t been worth it. He was a powerful, domineering man, and she didn’t have the strength or energy to fight. He’d broken her spirit long ago.This text is © NôvelDrama/.Org.
With Sandy now gone, though, so many possibilities loomed before her. Maybe he’d finally let her go and get her own place, actually start living her life.
She’d managed to stash money away through the years. It was enough to survive on her own long enough to get a job and start living. She had a college degree and did volunteer work, so it shouldn’t be that difficult finding work. She just had to get away from her dad, get away with his permission so he wouldn’t drag her back.
For two precious years she’d had freedom, a taste of what it would be like to be away from him. It wasn’t two full years, as she’d had to return home during breaks, but it was still more than she’d ever hoped for at that point in her life.
She’d gone to community college after high school, still having to stay home, but at least getting to leave during the day. Then, for two years she’d gone to the University and stayed on campus a rule of the prestigious campus she’d attended.
Her first semester, she’d been too afraid and shy to meet anyone, but after that, she met her new roommate, who refused to allow her to hide away. She smiled fondly thinking of Brianne. She’d been like a mini-tornado, arriving in their room, full of energy and enthusiasm.
She’d refused to let Sierra stay in their dorm room alone, dragging her out to eat, party, and play until all hours of the night. They’d become best friends. It hadn’t taken long, as Brianne was one of those girls who refused to be told no.
After they graduated, Brianne had wanted to get a place together, saying her family was suffocating her and she needed her best friend as a roommate and buffer. Sierra had certainly known how she felt, though, she’d disagreed with Brianne. Sierra had found her family charming, full of life, and always kind.
Sierra had eagerly agreed to move in together, wanting to live with Brianne, to start a career and continue the life she’d started on the college campus. When she’d made the mistake of telling her father her plans, he’d cut her off of all money, blocked her from getting any jobs by informing potential employee’s he’d either make sure funding was pulled, or telling them she was highly inadequate. Finally, he’d threatened all kinds of retribution if she didn’t come home. She knew it was about power and control, but she also knew he was capable of following through on his threats.
Brianne had tried to stop her, saying she’d pay for the place until Sierra could get on her feet. In the end, Sierra had done what her father wanted. He was just too powerful to fight. She was afraid he’d carry through on his threats, like he’d done the time she’d run away. He’d been good to her for about a month after she came home, too preoccupied with business to even notice her much.
It didn’t last, though.
Soon, he was back to himself, hitting her when he felt like it, blaming her for her mother’s loose life, and her sister running around, and just for being not quite good enough to be his child.
She’d taken it as she always had and always would. She didn’t know how to fight him.
Sierra snapped out of the past, knowing she was taking too much time to leave the room. She was late. Though her brief moment of rebellion had felt good, the thought of her father’s wrath was beginning to outweigh it. She picked up her purse and started moving toward the door of her hotel room. She was sad to leave her small paradise.
She reached the door when the phone rang.
Fear slithered slowly down her spine like a snake. Should she answer? If it was her dad and he found out she was still there, he was going to be furious. On the other hand, if she didn’t answer and then wasn’t home for the twenty minutes it would take her to drive there, he’d still be furious, knowing she’d ignored his call. She was damned if she did and damned if she didn’t. He always seemed to know, though she didn’t know how.
In her last effort to leave, she felt her feet moving in the wrong direction in a mad rush and she tentatively picked up the phone before it could go to voicemail.
“H…hello,” she said, her voice tripping over the words.
“Sierra? Is that you? What’s wrong?”
Sierra breathed a sigh of relief.
“How did you find me?” she teased, her body relaxing to almost jelly as she sat on the bed. She knew she’d be even later to see her father, but the sound of the familiar voice one she missed so much, was a welcomed distraction and she couldn’t bring herself to take a rain check on the conversation. Bree was the one person she’d risk the wrath of her father for.
“I have my ways,” Bree replied with a laugh.
“Or, you have a husband who has connections.”
“Well…that, too. But, hey, I can find you without him.”
“Did you?”
There was a long, telling pause. “Well…”
“That’s what I thought. Did you have him place tracking devices on me?”
“You told me where you were going to be for the brat’s wedding, remember? It didn’t take much to deduce you stayed at the hotel, and which room you were in,” Brianne said with a laugh.
“I wish you would’ve been here,” Sierra said, knowing the wedding would’ve been so much more bearable if her best friend was there.
“We both know your little sister would’ve had a cow, throwing a tantrum and causing a big scene. She hates me.”
“She’s just jealous of you. I stopped taking so much crap from her after we met. It didn’t help matters when she came to the campus acting like her spoiled self and you threw a cake in her face.”
“I admit that might have upset her a little bit but, dang it, she should’ve been appreciative. That was really good cake and I wasted it on her face,” Brianne said with mock exasperation through the receiver.
“You’re such a trouble maker,” Sierra said fondly.
“I miss you. We need to have a day out. Do you think the warden will allow it?” Bree asked with hope.
“I don’t know. He’s summoned me, and I’m running really late. I’m not sure what kind of mood he’ll be in when I get home.” Sierra hated admitting how controlling her father was, but at least Bree never made her feel badly about it.
“You know, Sierra, my offer always stands. I’ll not only break you out of that prison, but be there for you every step of the way. You’re an adult and can have a good life.”
Sierra wished she had the courage to take her friend up on her offer, but she didn’t. Each day she grew stronger, though maybe someday soon.
Bree didn’t know about the physical abuse. She’d guessed about the mental censures, but no one knew about the bruising continually covering her body. She was too ashamed to admit it to anyone, even her best friend.
“Maybe I just never want to grow up,” Sierra tried to joke, but it fell flat. They both knew she wanted out of there.
“I’m going to kidnap you, just so you know. I’ll bring my brothers to run guard, and I’m taking you away. I miss my best friend.”
“I’ll make sure and see you this week, okay? Just give me a few days. I know my dad’s going to be all emotional about his baby getting married and leaving,” Sierra said, not able to keep the resentment from her tone.
“Okay, I’ll give you a couple days, but if I haven’t heard from you, just expect to hear helicopters landing on your roof. I’m sending my husband and brothers in, and we’re breaking you out.”
Knowing Bree would actually follow through on her threat was the scariest part of the conversation. Sierra would have to find a way to see Bree soon, because she didn’t know what her father’s reaction would be if Bree really did storm the house.
They talked a few more minutes before Bree reluctantly allowed Sierra to hang up the phone. With a heavy heart, she gathered her purse and walked from the room. It was going to be a long day. Her shoulders and neck unconsciously began to tense, preparing for the stress of the upcoming conversation with her father. All she could do now was hope that her father wouldn’t be too angry…