112 The mess
Montana
I could not bear it anymore, seeing Xavier walk hand in hand with Lily I felt like a knife was stabbed into my chest, I stood up immediately and ran out of the class, I couldn’t bear the shame, nobody loves me, my parents don’t have time for me and the only friend I had just walked in with his girlfriend which means the little attention I’m getting from him is finally over,
“Hey wait!! Leo kept screaming as he ran after me but I didn’t bother to stop, he managed to block my way
“Wait Montama can we talk?”
“I don’t have anything to talk with you,” I said I’m anger pushing him out of my way, he caught hold of my left armNôvel/Dr(a)ma.Org - Content owner.
“Are you just going to give up that way?” He asked making me scoff in anger, I flung his hand away
“There’s nothing for me to fight for” I said to him and left in anger, I didn’t know where I was going I just knew I wanted to be away from everybody, away from this school, and away from everything that has caused me pain
I don’t know for how long I walked and cried but I ended up in a club, different from the one I used to go with my friend, but right now I don’t care about anything I just want to drink till I get drunk and forget about all my worries and everything that cause me pain, I just hate this life so much and wished I was never born
I kept drinking emptying one bottle after the other till I became a mess, so can barely see, all I can see were blurred images and spinning objects but it’s better than seeing those people that made me want to end my life
I was about gulping down another bottle of alcohol when it was suddenly snatched away from me, I managed to look up and saw a blurry image of the strange guy from the other club
“Y……ou, what do you want?” I slurred pointing at him as I made to stand up but staggered back, I nearly fell when strong arms wrapped around me.
“You’re something else.” I heard him whisper as he carried me in his arms.
“Put me down!” I yelled kicking my legs in the air.
“Not when you’re a mess.”
He threw me on something soft and I smiled spreading my legs wide apart.
“I can touch the sky” I scream as I try touching the sky, everything is going round in circle.
“Why do you keep appearing wherever I am?”
“I’m leaving” I heard his faint voice, and I smiled.
“You just want to leave me like they all did, everybody leaves me that’s what you all are good at,” I said turning away and facing the other side, a slow tear fell from my eyes.
“You shouldn’t drink if you can’t handle it” I heard his voice and felt the side of the bed sink deep.
“Who are you?” I pouted looking at him though I can’t see him clearly.
“Trust me princess you don’t want to know who I am.”
“Why? Are you dangerous?” I asked as I lazily pulled him by the collar, he bent toward me staring into my soul, and slowly our lips connected, but the next thing I did was throw up in his mouth.
“Yahhh!” He pushed me spitting out the whole mess while glaring dagger at me.
“I feel better now” I smiled spreading my legs wilder on the bed as I slept off.